my msn address has always been confidential, means its different from all the email addresses i have for friendster etc etc etc.

thus, people will not have my msn unless i know them.

jus now, i had someone by the email add of alisonbuputput@hotmail.com trying to add me on msn..

instinctively, i thought this person might be someone i know in the past or sth.. and alison is a girl's name.. thus, i approved..

and this is what happened:

alison: Hi
me: do i know you?
alison: A/S/L? :)


i immediately blocked and deleted this crazy person from my list.

i never entertain such nonsense.



the most disturbing thing is the display pic..

i do not even know if its a girl or guy!


disgusting, disgusting, disgusting !!!!

i do not know how this person got my msn address, either some fucker give him/her or he/she added people randomly with random email address he/she can come up with..

yucks!

ruined my peaceful and innocent afternoon. *rolleyes*

Saturday was a crazy night.. a night that.. well, was unexpectedly dramatic..

it was a female-female bonding through out..



first, i went for a concert performance with mum in the late afternoon before going for dinner and shopping (my mum shopped, i followed)..

the concert was good, the sound systems, the singers, the songs sang..

its a bunch of 80s - 90s singers' performace, quite a number of songs sang were familiar to me..

darn, i AM old! =(

anyway, it was all good.. been quite some time since i had spent time with my mum..

next, i met joy for drinking..

we had thought of clubbing later in the night but we didn't managed to do that..

we were stuck at BQ all the way..

we had table reserved for us at SB.. and ken was at Waiting Bar (which is known as Mansion now)..

it was their re-opening celebration or sth..



then i went to O Point with Ken to look for Rachel and gang..

by then, we had finish our first bottle of Martell and into our second..

Joy was stuck at SB all the way.. when i went back to SB, the 2nd bottle was half gone..


it wasn't even midnight!

oh, we reached at 11pm.. lol..


time passed darn fast.. the next time i looked at my watch, it was 4plus in the morning.. =.=


well.. we definitely had fun that night, drinking and playing games, drinking and singing..

i do not know how much we drank, just that we had alcohol smell on us all through the next day.. =X

well.. its been sometime since we both had met and went out together, just two of us.. so its understandable.. haha..


well, dramas will be kept among those who are involved that night..

all was good though.. good overall..

but i still prefer non-alcohol nights.. clubbing will be good.. lol..

there should be quite a few clubbing celebrations in the next few months to come.. *grins*

well.. no more alcohol for this week.. gotta be a good girl and stay at home.. =)

what is it in life that you want?

have you achieved the goals you had set for yourself 2 years ago?

are you even halfway there or are you still in the same spot, same crossroad, not knowing where to go?

how many of your goals (that you had set for yourself all these years) have you achieved?

50%? 80%? 20%? 0%?

have life been going the way you have planned? or has it taken a twist and left you stranded in a way that you cant get out?

how many of you believe that your life is yours to write and how many of you believe life is unpredictable?

can one's life really be planned or should one accept what comes along?

do you plan or do you not?

are you a person who can't take surprises?

or are you someone who loves the unpredictability in life (makes it exciting)?

i miss the blue!

i need to go tanning soon.. people have been tellimg me that i looked shagged (nope, not THAT kind of shagged).. lol..

gotta change my lifestyle soon~! ;D

sometimes, no matter how hard you try, it comes to nothing.

you keep climbing, but you are stil at the bottom of the hill.

maybe..

you jus don't deserve to be at the top.




helplessness, abandonment, hopelessness..

which is the worst feeling?



i keep trying and trying and trying but i keep failing.

Life is like a boat - Rie fu

[LIFE IS LIKE A BOAT] Rie Fu Prima sigla finale: episodi 01-13	[LIFE IS LIKE A BOAT] English Translation Traduzione in inglese
Nobody knows who I really am I never felt this empty before And if I ever need someone to come along, Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?	Nobody knows who I really am I never felt this empty before And if I ever need someone to come along Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong
We are all rowing the boat of fate The waves keep on coming and we can't escape But if we ever get lost on our way The waves would guide you through another day	We are all rowing the boat of fate The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape But if we ever get lost on our way The waves would guide you thru another day
dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake	Taking deep breathes As if I were transparent I thought I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded
inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made	Offer a prayer A new day is waiting Til the ends Of a vividly shining sea
Nobody knows who I really am Maybe they just don't give a damn But if I ever need someone to come along I know you would follow me, and keep me strong	Nobody knows who I really am Maybe they just don't give a damn But if I ever need someone to come along I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku	People's hearts change And you'll stop wanting to slip away The moon is in a new cycle So bring the boat alon
And every time I see your face The ocean heaves up to my heart You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon I can see the shore	And every time I see your face, The oceans heave up to my heart You make me wanna strain at the oars, And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore When will I see the shore?	Oh, I can see the shore When will I.... can see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am I never thought I'd feel this way towards you And if you ever need someone to come along, I will follow you, and keep you strong	I want you to know who I really am I never thought I'd feel this way towards you And if you ever need someone to come along I will follow you, and keep you strong
tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu	The journey still goes on Even on quiet days The moon is in a new cycle Illuminating the boat
inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made	Offer a prayer A new day is waiting Til the ends Of a vividly shining sea
And every time I see your face The ocean heaves up to my heart You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon I can see the shore	And every time I see your face, The oceans heave up to my heart You make me wanna strain at the oars, And soon I can see the shore
Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne	Row the boat of destiny And even though Wave after wave attacks us This is a wonderful journey They're all wonderful journies

wednesday, a hell of a night! a welcome home party for a dear friend.

darn entertaining with good music and good company! *winks*

ok, let the pics do the talking! =D

sexy baby!


kiss kiss for the girls (where's phy?)!


i love kissing my girls.


5 ppl


a new member added: me!


the whole group! =D

sorry, his pics are blurred cos he's too popular!! =P


pple like love licking pam. no. seriously.


commercial ad for baileys choc


kevin n phy


did i mention that i love pam? =D


the bffs.


the girls for the nite. =)


mike (i think), pam n kevin.


nevermind the fingers. he was being bored. haha


grace is a shy girl. =X



well darlings, lets hit the dance floor again soon! i loveeeee dancing to the music with pretty girls! =P

PS: welcome back dude and thanks for the night. =)

What Angela Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk
about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we
can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what
you do. Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things you keep
to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak
for themselves."

how long have you been keeping silent?

how long do you intend to keep to yourself?

how long... can you hold?