i was having my sunday sign language class when i saw this..

very interesting..



know what this is?


it is a banana guard! lol



and i mean, the real banana, the FRUIT. lol.

this is to put banana and prevent it from being squashed in the bag..

isn't it amazing??

lol

i should get one cos i love bananas (whichever kind u can think of) =P


and oh, i was told that that you shouldn't jog before you have sex and definitely, don't be LAZY and try to flip over to change position (from one side of ur partner to the other side in bed) cos..

you will get cramps for the former and you will sprain your waist from the latter..

tested and proven (not by me of cos!)!!

and oh, the cramps apparently can create a new sex position when one leg is straightened while the other is still bended..

this applies only for guys (for the above position).. =P

side note: i tried searching karmasutra and see if there's such a position but i gave up halfway, there's too many for me to search! x(

是別人不夠了解你, 還是你不夠了解你自己?

是你不想理睬別人, 還是別人不想理睬你?

你知道的是真實, 還是這都是你自己編出來的謊言呢?

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sometimes, when you don't ask questions,
it's not because you are afraid that someone will lie into your face.
its because you're afraid they will tell you the truth.
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how true..

not all people can handle the truth..

some people prefers staying in their own world of denial and if you burst that bubble of theirs, you are the sinner and they will hate you for it..

after all, they have been protected for so long by their friends and family..

who are you to slap them into the harsh reality?

that what they see isn't the truth? or rather, what they had assumed for so long was a false front?

and so you wonder, as a true friend, should you tell the truth even if it hurts or should you protect and paint a false picture to them?

which is the way of a real true friend who cares?

former or latter?

your choice to choose and theirs to accept or reject.

had an interesting conversation earlier due to what i wrote on my msn sub nick

it wrote:

How we think shows through in how we act. Attitudes are mirrors of the mind. They reflect thinking.

and a friend replied to that..

XXX says (2:14 PM):
maybe attitudes r the exact opposites of the thinking of the mind
Me says (2:18 PM):
it may.. but subconsciously, it shows. it always do.
XXX says (2:19 PM):
but nowadays ppl r crafty.. they dun show wat they do or how they express themselves if they think likewise
Me says (2:20 PM):
haha
Me says (2:22 PM):
i think its a competition between the ability to perceive one's true intention and to hide own's real feelings
XXX says (2:24 PM):
i think its the situation and people ard u. im sure if u think back when u r in oz studying, u can do things n speak more freely, the culture is so diff. here we hide things, get confused and sometimes will try to dig back the same feeling lost in ourselves..
XXX says (2:25 PM):
we cant express ourselves. we feel sad and regretful. but the days just pass. another new feeling arrived, we'll still be finding back that same feeling we lost.
XXX says (2:27 PM):
then psychopaths are borned, this rape that, control freaks, emo freaks, do all sorts of strange things to get back to ppl, this is just so weird n twisted. -censored for privacy-
Me says (2:32 PM):
i think that is very impt for everyone to have an outlet where they can vent their frustration.. its not good to stomach all in.. people didn't learn or rather, is ignorant about their own feelings n in turn, become all the above u have mentioned..
XXX says (2:34 PM):
hmm but if we dun have frustration and anger to start with it will be good right? we dun need to seek outlets anymore just more time pursuing happiness
Me says (2:36 PM):
but thats impossible.. its programmed when humans are created.. welcome to RL.. lol

there's a point there.. as the world evolves, more n more weird human beings are created.. with the lack of knowledge of where to let out their emotions, they turn psycho.. *shrugs*

maybe we are all capable of being such .. but we are controlling it.. trying not to lose it..

or maybe, those people are happier than we are.. who knows?



well.. it was just a random conversation, interesting but random..

i like random stuff & adores it when its interesting AND random.. haha

老闆們,請看!!

我們夥計的心聲!!

Credits to: Redeafination

VSA - Welcome To My World 2009

Redeafination will be performing at Welcome To My World 2009 - A Concert by People with Disabilities, organized by Very Special Arts Singapore

We will be restaging our collaboration dance item together with the Legend dancers as well presenting a fresh debut item that incorporates song signing (sign language) with dance.

Do come show support for us and all the other special needs groups involved

Venue: Victoria Theatre
Date: 19 April Sunday
Time: 5 pm

For event & ticketing info please visit:
http://theartshouse.com.sg/event_details_2009.php?id=949

This concert serves as a platform to showcase the best in performing arts by people with disabilities. It is regarded as the national concert by people with disabilities and helps to promote the belief that art is for all, including people with disabilities.

For more info about this event:
http://theartshouse.com.sg/event_details_2009.php?id=949

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VSA arts is an international, non-profit organisation founded in 1974 by Ambassador Jean Kennedy Smith to create a society where people with disabilities can learn through, participate in and enjoy the arts.

Very Special Arts Singapore (VSA) is a charity launched in September 1993 with the mission to provide individuals with disabilities he opportunities to access the arts for the purposes of rehabilitation and social integration.

For more info about VSA:
http://www.vsa.org.sg

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Angela took the Which Jin Yong protagonist are you? quiz and the result is Xiao Feng 萧峰

You are headstrong and competitive but also rightous and fair. You will never cheat others, you will never allow yourself to be taken advantage of. If someone has done you wrong, you will make them pay. Everyone has always viewed you as the "athletic one". You've probably won numerous sports awards and excel at a dozen different ones. "Losing" does not exist in your vocabulary. Even when odds are against you, you somehow manage an upset. Everyone knows your name, yet you often feel lonely inside. Most people don't really know who you truely are as a person and there arn't many people that you feel you can rely on.

Year 2005

i chanced upon her blog through a friend's blog links.. read her entries.. felt a connection.. we had the same fate at that time..

read a few times.. buck up the courage and left her a private message in the forum (it was OGK then)..

from there.. we started adding each other on msn.. and chatted..

i was in Melbourne while she was in Singapore..

the distance did not matter right from the start.. we felt close..

friendship built and we became very close friends..

she became one of my trusted friends within a year..

and it stayed that way..

23rd of November, i came back to Singapore and she met me at Thomson Prata house with other friends.

That's our first meeting. =)


Year 2006

i was already back in Singapore.. Attached to her polymate..Looking for a job.. She was working at UOB then..

we still chatted alot and met up often at the prata place together with my then boyfriend..

the food sucked but we loved the company..

the friendship deepened..

we were the same type of people, very frank, never mince our words..

we almost never argued.. note, ALMOST..

i remembered we had a huge argument once.. can't really remember why we did but it was something about negligence or something..

we didn't talk for a long time.. was it a week or a month? can't recall.. either way, it was long and we were both hurt..

we made up eventually and the friendship wasn't damaged in any way..

instead, we got to understand each other better..

my birthday.. she did the sweetest thing that anyone can do.. it was simple, nth expensive but touched my heart..

she put candles to form a happy 23rd angela in a heart, in the void deck of my flat..

all by herself.. well.. she didn't manage to finish it cos i came back earlier than expected..

but the efforts could be seen..

thats the first time she did anything like that for a friend and also my first time that anyone had done such for me..

i loved her even more..

her birthday present for me, together with a slice of cake. =)



Year 2007

she was studying part time and switched to full time.. i found a job by then..

after awhile, she mentioned going overseas to study.. Melbourne.. i was happy for her but at the same time, sad cos she is one of the most trusted persons in my life..

we were that close..

in July, she left. i didn't cry. cos i remembered what my mum said when i was leaving Singapore to Melbourne back in 2005 and Joy cried very badly.. she said,

"She is going over there for studies, you should be happy for her. you shouldn't cry."

and so, i didn't.

but i missed her the moment she went through the gate.

there goes all our meetups at pratas, the chit chatting, me pillioning her to shopping.. pubs and clubs (though that were rare)..

she was no longer in Singapore.

a photo of joy, me n jayce at changi airport after she went through the gates.. sent this to her via mms, telling her to study hard, we are here in Singapore, supporting her..



Year 2008

she came back for CNY.. with her bf.. i was thrilled to see her.. she slimed down alot and her cleavage was so deep! haha.. i remember whistling and asking her for tips on that.

went to NUS prata with the rest..

we didn't click with her bf then.. had misunderstanding..

and we argued, yet again.

she came back but we wasted our time fighting over nothing. in the end, we only met once.

stupid.

she went back and we didn't talk for awhile.

after that, we resumed our talkin and bitching. i was jobless again soon and it was bad.

i missed her so much.

mid year, my rs ended with my then boyfriend. i called her and cried the night it ended.

it was very late over her side but she answered. she was sad for me.

at that moment, i really wished she could be here with me, cos i know she will rush down for me.

she consoled me and stayed with me (spiritually) over that period.

soon, i got a job and i got busy..

we talked less as i blogged less and she had her own life..

but the friendship stayed.

her birthday came, i made a card and mailed to her as i did the previous year.

and the year ended.


Year 2009

this year, she didn't come back for CNY.

its been more than a year since i last saw her. we still chatted on msn though. we smsed and talked on the phone.

she grumbled that i don't blog as much as before and she didnt know what's going on in my life.

well, she is still one of the first few people who will know about changes in my life. =)

i blogged, for her most of the time. for her to know what is going on in my life.. our lives do not allow us alot of time to chat online.. and blogging is the only way to keep each other updated.

we are talking online now and realised 4 years ago, i was the one in Melbourne and she in Singapore..

4 years later, we switched places..

but as how our friendship started, the distance did not matter and never did.



Now, i am saving up money to go over to Melbourne in Sept/Oct.. and i am excited, really. Melbourne is my favourite place, a place i wish to stay in the future, to grow old with my partner..

well, if i could, i would have flied over now to stay with her during this period.. in my favourite season, Autumn. =)



i miss her so much.

feeling nostagic..


she, my friend for life, rachel alystine. =)



one of the last few pics we took.. remember that was when we went to work for IT fair at Expo then.. =)

to you:

thank you for replying my private message in the forum 4 years ago and gave me the best gift in life, for being my friend. i love you for that and i promise, our friendship will never end.

see you soon. =)

rumors.. how much do you believe in it?

100%?
80%?
50%?
20%?
0%?


let me educate you a bit..


rumors are created by boring people who have nothing better to do and are usually jealous of the subject of rumors..

and of cos, sometimes, the person who spread the rumor can be very well be the subject of the rumor..

what for?

to gain attention.. and cos the person is weak..


i have heard rumors of girl likes boy when the true fact is boy wants to woo girl.. in such cases, most probably is the boy who spread the rumor.. why? cos of ego and pride.. to make himself look desirable.. which is really a wimp imo.. lol

a person who is brave enough to admit he is wooing the girl but the girl doesn't like him or anything is much more attractive..

if you can't even have the courage to admit such a small thing, what are you? just an useless bum. hah.




other cases of rumors are usually slandering of another person of the same gender.. maybe girl zzz alot with other people or guy is a bastard etc..

such thing? jealousy. obviously.

envy that kind of attention or life but can't have it. simple. another display of uselessness.. lol

so actually being a subject of a rumor is good, means u are being envied.. lol




and oh, i am curious..

if a girl were to go out with a guy more than once, does that automatically means the girl like the guy?

how many of you actually say yes?

.
.
.
.
.

if you just did, you are pathetic.

in this time and world, girls and guys are alike..

a guy going out with the same girl for a few times doesn't necessary mean he likes her, obviously, the same applies for girl going out with the same guy more than once! duh.

i am astonished on how brainless some human beings can be..



i was told that a friend was rumored for liking a guy just cos she went out with him a few times..

=.=

this isn't the first time i have heard such things..

what's worse is when a girl is already attached (and went out with a guy for a few times), the same kind of rumor will befall her still..

it seems like being single and being attached does not make any difference..

you are not allowed to go out with a guy unless you like him~~~ *rolleyes*





what world are we living in?

*sighs loudly*

damn, we are so backwards! *shakes head*

got this from a forum, a piece of good advice:

let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. For surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.

how many of us out there can really heed this advice and do something to stop torturing ourselves and learn to love ourselves more?

can you?

received in the email today, just to share.. =)

第一句

　　如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
　　你只要跨出第1步
　　
　　我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　
　　第二句
　　
　　通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
　　才是真正爱你的人
　　
　　第三句
　　
　　付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
　　却也可能伤得彻底
　　
　　保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
　　却也注定永远寂寞
　　
　　第四句
　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重
　　
　　第五句
　　
　　朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
　　
　　第六句
　　
　　就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　
　　第七句
　　
　　真正的好朋友
　　
　　并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
　　而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
　　也不会感到尴尬
　　
　　第八句
　　
　　没有一百分的另一半
　　
　　只有五十分的两个人
　　
　　第九句
　　
　　为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
　　为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
　　为你的难过而难过的
　　
　　就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　
　　第十句
　　
　　冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
　　只是一种避免被伤害的工具

went for a walkathon last saturday.. okay, i did not go.. its more like, i went to WORK for the walkathon that was organised by my association and ERA last saturday..

this is the 2nd time i had walked in a walkathon in my entire life and both were done during my time in the association.. =.=


the kids were so funny.. one thing about working here is.. you get to be like kids.. lol


and i am also lucky to have a great colleague cum friend who really helped me alot, and brought my joy.. like a little brother.. lol.. and so we walked with the kids and the teacher and my colleague from my association (mountbatten road) to the esplanade, crossing the marina bay area..








its really tiring but fun.. i hoped we raised alot of money!



oh yea, if you guys are near kallang area, go to old airport road and have their western food~! its really nice and cheap! with 2 side dishes and steak, its only 10bucks!

they used to be in TKGS but they moved out.. a very famous stall called Holy Grill.. try it! :D

lamb chop

black pepper chicken chop

steak

and so.. i am obsessed with the bike searching these days.. am really into scramblers and motard bikes.. but as i had mentioned, i am a noob when it comes to scramblers and so, i still have no idea where to start searching..

looked thru forums, read the comments.. still, there's no specific answer to what i am asking: which is a better buy? its so subjective.. and so, i have decided.. its best to go to a bike shop, try the bikes and see which one i like..

a friend told me one person is selling this Honda XR125.. i looked at the pic online and i rejected it.. its not nice..


then i was told about the bike that Takuya Kimura rode in the Jap drama Beautiful life and i went to search for it.. its TW200.. nice bike.. real thick tyres.. but i think i still prefer DR200..


i was told its a common bike, DR200 that is.. but i like that design.. saw a white DR200 at the car park the other day and fell in love with it.. damn.. its beautiful.. i am a sucker for nice things.. lol..


and now the only problem is, how am i going to search for sale of the bike?

i don't really wish to get a brand new bike though i heard the new designs are much nicer.. lol..

and 2ndly, what's the market price? i have no idea.. =(

well.. i shall take my time to see.. hope to get it by June maybe.. so that i can go for my 2A by end of this year! :D

i jus realised that i am a procrastinator (okay, i think alot of pple knew that).. i tot i was just slow.. and lazy.. but i am a hopeless procrastinator..

i was thinking back about the things i have said that i wanted to do and to my surprise (maybe not to others.. lol..), i had done less than 10% of what i had meant to do!

just look at my unfulfiled dreams on the right! damn shit! i really should start pushing myself a bit more..

or i should get someone to push me a little.. lol.. i am a poor motivator, especially to myself.. haha..

anyway, went to JB the other day.. been some time since i last went i think.. went for movie marathon as usual.. ate my favourite seafood at the hawker at the place which i cant rem.. lol..







took some pics on the way.. and realised, i havent been taking pics either!

my social life has dropped to like wat, ZERO since i started working at the association.. no pics, no night life, no DAY life, nth..

people are complaining that i am MIA-ing.. i cant even rem the last time i chatted on the phone with my best friend! =(

i am hoping that i wont be so busy after April.. but now is the start of April and i still see piles and piles of work unfinished and increasing!

damn, what have i got myself into?

changed the font of my blog cos realised alot of people are using my previous font.. lol.. so time for a change since i love my current font so much! :D

by the way, happy April Fool's Day!