was browsing fb on my iphone when i got a notification that i had a message..

went in and saw this msg:


first he ask a random girl to sms him to tell him abt her.. and not ask her to reply his fb..

then he said he did not have a comp at home, he was using office comp..

which well, is one in a million chance of a person not having a comp at home..

then, i went to click on his profile (obviously kapoh) and saw this:


so he is attached.. yet he go msg girls with such things.. i bet he didn't just msg me but a whole bunch of others too..

and then.. i went to click on his gf's profile and guess what i saw? a weird status update:


so based on my assumption, his gf's status was about the bf.. and my guess is, this guy changed his password so that he can go around msging girls without the worry of getting found out by the gf..

what an asshole.

this is what pissed me off. usually, i would jus click on the profile, browse through to satisfy my curiosity and that's it, end of story.

(nope, i NEVER reply to such msgs in fb)

but this guy's behaviour turned me off. he is obviously cheating on his gf.

some may argue saying, it's jus a msg. well, for me, it's cheating, one way or another. if any of the girls replied him and flirted with him, it's only a matter of time before he two/three-time his gf.

fucker.

*rolleyes*

i actually had the thought of msging his gf but decided against it. i don't want to be responsible for their breakup.

so be careful if your partner refuses to let you have his/her pw. something is not right.

i am very into cameras.. and since last year, i fell in love with toy cameras and polariods.. love them to bits..

alot of people wanna buy DSLRs.. for their high resolutions and quality.. for me, i love the randomness of toy cameras, the vintage touch they have on photos.. and the familiar feeling of buying films and developing them..

when i first stepped into the shop, i was immediately attracted to the cameras displayed.. and since then, i had been buying a camera almost once every 2 months or so..

however, people who knows me well, knows that i like limited edition stuff.. and thus, i have been looking for limited edition cameras..

or in some color that isn't that common.. haha..

i am trying to set up a photo blog for my camera buys (which is similar to my fb album of Camera Buys ♥ )

and maybe photos taken by the various cameras i have.. :D

i am too busy though, no time to even blog.. thus, its gonna be a long wait for my photo blog to be up..

anyway, let me list out the cameras i have now from the very first.........................

Instax Mini 7s - white (limited edition) ♥
got it with cherrie's help when she went to Japan..

GoldenHalf - Red trees (limited edition) ♥
bought it in Singapore.. wanted to get the original for this cos i like the design but it was out of stock.. but this is just as pretty..

photo taken by golden half..

BlackBirdFly - Last Decade (Limited edition) ♥
bought it in Singapore.. wanted to get orange but fell in love with this hot pink edition instead..

this is how the photo will look like.. :D

anyway, i intend to buy the full series of this cameras.. all the different colors.. ♥

Gakkenflex ♥
i happened to go to the shop to browse for camera bags i think and saw this camera..



its in a box like this:


and what i had to do is to put all the parts together and ta da! my toy camera is done! damn vintage and a great sense of satisfaction! ♥

Polaroid One Step Land Camera x 2 ♥
this was a gift from Rach's bf's mum when I went to visit them in Melbourne last November.. It was such a pleasant surprise.. his mum was a camera fan too.. polariod fan to be exact and she loves taking pics..

cant forget how her eyes lit up when she saw my collection of cameras then.. :D

Instax Mini 25 Cheki Hello Kitty Camera ♥
latest buy.. with help of another friend who went to Japan last month.. I had other cameras for her to help me buy but she only managed to find this cos the other was very difficult to find.. well, i will probably buy that in Singapore then..

anyway, i am not a fan of Hello Kitty but I like the colour mix of white and red for this camera.. they have a white color edition but I already had one white polariod camera so its kinda pointless to get another full white instax camera..

but i love white.. haha.. and when i saw this edition, i fell in love with it (of cos, i would prefer if they had Mickey Mouse edition!).. and decided to get this together with its Hello Kitty films.. lol

with Hello Kitty films.. both Instax Mini 7s and 25 will have photos in this size.. =D

well, this are the cameras i had so far.. i still have a lot more on my wishlist which i will get it sooner or later! :D

only pity is i have been so busy, i din have time to full utilize my cameras.. gotta find time soon!

sometimes i wonder.. do years really mean anything?

does a person who you have known for 5 years better than a friend you have known for 5 months?

these days, i have seen and heard of people being "betrayed" by their friends, long years of friendships, more than a decade.

disappointments, anger, disgust.. most of all, self-reprimanding..

they felt confused, lost.. why did they once trust those friends so deeply?

why is it that those friends weren't the friends he/she knew a decade ago?


was it his/her fault?


nope. it's not.

this is life.

people change. change is the only constant.

and with the change of environment, people around, it's not that hard to change.


a person's real personality may not surface for the first 20 years of his/her life due to family, school, education..

but once a person goes to work, starts going out, explore, more temptations and 'tests' will show a person's true character, be it good or bad.


as one grows older, he/she will experience more feelings, negative feelings mostly.

jealousy, hatred, dislike etc..

in turn, this may turn a nice and kind person into a jealous and scheming asshole.


can we really blame them for being who and what they are?


maybe to them, we are flawed too cos in their eyes, what they do is right and justifiable.

not everyone views friendship in the same way.


some people view friendships as rare jewels, some treat them as tools, others view them as dispensable objects..


everyone is different.


at least, you get to know that they aren't the type of friends you wanna be with now..

its definitely better than knowing that in like another 20-30 years' time isn't it? =)


or maybe, the end of a friendship will allow the other party to realise your importance?

it may also starts a new life separately, a more fulfiling life that you never had when with the old bunch of friends?


these are all the positive thoughts that one can have when meet with such .. experience..



and always remember, even though the friendship ended, the person might not be who you thought was, this person or this group of people had brought you joy once, and that's all you need to remember..


everyone has a book of memories.. you wouldnt want to fill them up with bad chapters, burnt edges or smudged pages all the time would you? =)


so to my friends who are going through the loss of a long term friendship, don't blame yourself or the other party..

it's life.

without the downs, you won't appreciate the ups.

without this end, you may never get to appreciate the start. =)

"Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of others. Be original."

always rem that because it's always better to be hated for what you are than loved for what you aren't. =)

ps: jus a random post of mine~

People always say, "Words mean nothing with no actions to prove them .."

But there's also saying that "Words hurt as much, if not more than, actions.."

Both true to me.

In fact, I believe the second saying is the effect of the first.. Because the first saying, people have the mindset that words can't hurt.. And therefore, become insensitive to what they say.. Underestimate the power of words.. 

No matter how much you try, you get affected by words.. It's the words that affect your mood, your confidence.. 

Words kill.. Look at the numbers of death due to words.. Chinese has this saying, "人言可畏 " 

Words can hurt, it can kill a person, literally at times.. 

Just as words can heal a person.. Boost one's confidence.. 

Don underestimate the power of words my dear..

Use them to heal, not hurt.. 

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