my best friend wanted to pass me something the other day..

she put it into an envelope, sealed it, bolded my name in front of the envelope and dropped it in my mailbox..

everything was good till she told me that she did not remove the envelope header..

that got me rushing home to be the first to get the mail..

but i was too late, as i feared, my mum got it.

when i got home, she said that there were mail for me.

with a suspicious look, pointing to the envelope that my best friend gave me.

and this is why:

top of the header wrote: anthony's baby & child clinic




=.=

Carnival & Heartstrings Walk
A charity event from National Council of Social Services



do come by and visit if you are free tomorrow!

help out for charity!

I will be at stall E39 (The Singapore Association for the Deaf)!

Got this from Izzat's blog. Interesting. =)

link: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

took an emotional ride home from work..


i always hope.. hope for sweet/pleasant/good surprises..

but deep in my heart, i know surprises don't really happen in real life..

yet, i could never stop hoping..

hoping that someone will appear at my workplace with flowers to cheer up my life..

special delivery of gifts or food with simple notes of concern..

appearance at doorstep with a hug to tell me i am being missed/loved/everything will be ok..

i am not talking about romantic person, it can be a friend too..



when i was really tired or stressed, the thought will come into my mind,

"maybe someone will appear with something to cheer me up"

or

"maybe there will be a sweet note on my msn from him or her saying that i am being missed/loved"..

which of cos, it didnt happen..

and the disappointment would sometimes be so overwhelming, tears threaten to fall..

i am not a drama freak (i am emotional, but not dramatic)..

just that, when things go wrong and you had no one to tell with all the stress or unhappiness bottled up to the brim, a small matter will trigger the tears..

sometimes, you just want someone who will just listen and understand what you are trying to say, the emotions you have, the reason behind all your talk, your saddness..

but its hard to find.. its really hard..

your wish may be the simplest of all but its always the hardest to fulfil..

how ironic..



i have been told that i am an extreme thinker but i beg to differ..

i din used to be like this..

i used to be positive and happy..

till numerous experiences changed those thoughts..


how not to feel extreme when you are disappointed time and time again?

everytime you tell yourself to be hopeful, you only end up being disappointed..

by the same person, by a different person, they are all humans..

humans who you thought will be similar to you but in reality, they are very different from you..



i like solitude but i realised, i like having someone by my side too, even without words exchanged..

sometimes, lots of words are exchanged but nothing understood and when nothing is said, all is understood..

funny how human minds work..




well anyway, i will be meeting my bff for ktv on wed so i am looking forward to it! the best way for girl bonding and relieving stress.. =)

till then, i shall bury myself in work.. =.=

ciao pple!



PS: i miss rachel tit so much!!!

received this bumper sticker from joy in facebook:


how true is that?