went to shebang (again) last nite. this time, we had tons of fun. we didnt do much seriously, we drank and played games, sang and teared, chit chat and took pics. but somehow, it was fun. i enjoyed myself alot. really alot. =D
thats purely for entertainment purposes.
we tried taking kissing pic but this dude had to ruin it. =.=
we were very into taking cute pics that night, i have no idea why. i guess when you get older, you will try to act young? lol.
wait, i think the only one who really wanted to act young was............................................ =X
anyway, we finished two bottles and ken ordered another bottle. =.=
none of us were high or drunk (at least to my knowledge) but we were darn happy. haha. guess its the company. :D
pity joy had to leave earlier (which was surprising for ken) and the rest of us left at 5am?
i was actually hungry but too tired to eat (i am already 25!)..
slept with hunger and woke up with it. =.=
for some reasons, i gained weight instead! damn!
joy told me something that really touched my heart.
"we are best friends and at the end of the day, i want one of us to be happy. as long as one of us is happy, i am happy. so i wish you to be happy. you are happy, i will be happy too."
well, i wish the same for you too my bff. be happy. =)
i love my friends alot, and the one i love most is my best friend, always.
caught this love cloud on sunday. brightened up my mood. =)
a while later, i took a pic of the sunset and surprisingly, there was a couple right in the middle of the pic (which i din realise till i uploaded it to my laptop). made the pic much more romantic than it originally was.
i am thinking of sun tanning. i was told i looked sick these days. maybe a change of skin tone will make me look healthier.
Loveis like thesun...its never really gone, you just cant always see.
"People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers."
these days, i have cravings for alcohol and dancing.
well, of cos, most of the time, i am drinking and dancing but it was more for accompanying friends.
but these days, i myself wish to drink. even though i still do not like the taste of alcohol but it has its benefits. =)
anyway, went for ktv with joy before we went to SheBang @ boat quay last week with pam, joy, francis and ken and then O bar and back to boat quay again. lol.
it was fun till some desperado came over asking for our numbers and wanting us to intro girls to him.
the least he could do was to learn how to pronounce names!
he couldn't even pronounce pam's name when it was spelled and written out for him!
how can people be so desperate for girls?
he asked if all of us were single and we said no. duh. of cos we said no! we will never degrade to that level and go out with him! euwww..
he is not good looking to say the least (thats the superficial level) but his actions condemned him.
he came over without invitation and poured alcohol for himself, OUR alcohol~
thats fine but he wanted to start drinking with pam when he was told that she cant drink!
f*cker.
when joy and i said we shall drink with him full glass all the way, he cowered and started saying bullshit like, "oh.. nah.. you must be good drinker etc etc etc.."
duh. at least we are confident you will be dead drunk way before we are high.
darn. that really turned me off!
what is the motive behind such actions? to get into a lady's pants or?
it cant be anything serious. even flings are hard cos such actions.. euwww..
anyway, have been at SheBang most of the time these days. a nice place to chill out though the waitress i like no longer works there.
its funny how you can see true colors of people when something big happen.
how people whom you thought have integrity will go around snooping on your friendster (and God knows what else) to create gossip about you.
how people stand by you and how people backstab you when you are in the most vulnerable state.
i remember blogging about such people who judge by surface. (read entry here.)
these days, i have been judged by some people whom i feel have ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT to.
it pissed me off but at the same time, amused me.
they, the gossipers, can be so busy with their lives or some, who cant even get hold of their own lives well, yet able to find time to judge people.
judge, assume and accuse.
the 3 distinct signs of low life gossipers.
of cos, i am not saying i don't gossip. i do and i am not going to deny that.
but to CREATE gossip?
i am sorry, i have standards and i have a good family who brought me up well.
i don't create gossips of people, esp people whom i call FRIENDS just for the sake of doing it (or maybe, for some ulterior motive. who knows?)
i wont degrade to such levels.
i sincerely hope you, the gossiper(s), will have a life soon. life is much better when you do not need to live under other's arses gossips to survive. =)
since we are at the topic of judging and accusing, i find some actions very .... retarded.
how people act on their insecurities and judge, assume and accuse the other party of something that do not exist.
they will then say words that really hurt only to regret it at a later time.
lucky ones will get 2nd chances, unlucky ones only have themselves to blame.
they get insecure and they start creating stories in their mind.
they don't talk about it til its too much for them to handle.
when that happens, the words that come out will be words they wished they can take back.
why push the limits so far till you cant come back to the original point?
humans, again, so.... complicated.
"Keep your words soft and tender because tomorrow you may have to eat them."
was browsing thru friendster and heard a song : Angela Aki - Tegami
i do not know japanese but she attached the english translation of it. Its meaningful, so i am going to attach over here and share with you people.
a friend told me yesterday, "i believe for every bad day, there will be a good day."
and yes, i guess i should start believing in it too. =)
Dear you, Who's reading this letter Where are you and what are you doing now?
For me who's 15 years old There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone
If it's a letter addressed to my future self, Surely I can confide truely to myself
Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry For someone who's seemingly about to disappear Whose words should I believe in? This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times In the midst of this pain, I live the present
Dear you, Thank you I have something to tell the 15-year-old you
If you continue asking what and where you should be going You'll be able to see the answer
The rough seas of youth may be tough But row your boat of dreams on Towards the shores of tomorrow
Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear Just believe in your own voice For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt But I'm living the bittersweet present
There's meaning to everything in life So build your dreams without fear Keep on believing
Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry For someone who's seemingly about to disappear Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear Just believe in your own voice
No matter era we're in There's no running away from sorrow So show your smile, and go on living the present Go on living the present
Dear you, Who's reading this letter I wish you happiness
4) Wat do u wan to b when u grow up? when i was young, i wanted to be a teacher or an astronaunt (yea yea, go ahead and laugh). but none was what i did when i grew up.
5) If u can hav 1 more dream to cum true.. wat will it b? hmmmm..a new life? away from here.
6) Wat r u afraid to lose nw? everything
7) Do u believe in being in love forever? yes. if you wanna be in love forever, you need to believe in love.
8) If u meet sum1 u luv, wil u confess to him/her? nope, i will not give myself a chance to be rejected.
9)Wat is ur latest obsession? well....... =X
10) Wat r the requirements tt u wish frm ur other half? let me fall in love everytime i see him
11) Which type of person u hate most? hyprocritical people. they are soooooo fake that you have to take your hat off them. =.=
12) Who is impt to u rite nw? why is this even a qns? =.= of cos those who i love and love me back!
13) Wat do u tink is the most impt ting in ur life? love, all kinds of love. not jus BGR kinda love, but all kinds. one cant live without love.
14) Do u find it necessary for u to hav a bf/gf? necessary? what kind of qns is that? u have a partner cos you fell in love with each other, not cos its necessary! duh.
15) Wat do u wan ur frens to b like? crazy? lol. they are all crazy at different levels! the closer they are to me, the crazier they are! xD
16) Wat kind of fren do u hope to b in ur frens' eyes? someone who can be trusted. =)
17) Wat is something u can't live without? well, i used to think its my memories. but there are some memories that i can live without. so.. i don't know. okok, maybe its still memories. but if you are talking about something material, it would be my camera phone. cos it takes down memories that i am unable keep in my brain. =)
18) If u're feelin low 1 day, who wil u go to? seriously? no one. i'm too used to bottling up.
19)Who is the last person who sent u an sms? ah monk.
20) Why do you wanna fall in love? cos love is what makes the world goes round. =)
Instructions: Remove one question from above,and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions.Then tag 8 people in your links them out at the end of the post.Notify them through their chat box that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
nah. i am not going to tag anyone. i am bored, thus i did this. if you wanna do it, do it then. =)
thats purely for entertainment purposes.
we tried taking kissing pic but this dude had to ruin it. =.=
wait, i think the only one who really wanted to act young was............................................ =X
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