its funny how you can see true colors of people when something big happen.

how people whom you thought have integrity will go around snooping on your friendster (and God knows what else) to create gossip about you.

how people stand by you and how people backstab you when you are in the most vulnerable state.

i remember blogging about such people who judge by surface. (read entry here.)

these days, i have been judged by some people whom i feel have ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT to.

it pissed me off but at the same time, amused me.

they, the gossipers, can be so busy with their lives or some, who cant even get hold of their own lives well, yet able to find time to judge people.

judge, assume and accuse.

the 3 distinct signs of low life gossipers.

of cos, i am not saying i don't gossip. i do and i am not going to deny that.

but to CREATE gossip?

i am sorry, i have standards and i have a good family who brought me up well.

i don't create gossips of people, esp people whom i call FRIENDS just for the sake of doing it (or maybe, for some ulterior motive. who knows?)

i wont degrade to such levels.

i sincerely hope you, the gossiper(s), will have a life soon. life is much better when you do not need to live under other's arses gossips to survive. =)






since we are at the topic of judging and accusing, i find some actions very .... retarded.

how people act on their insecurities and judge, assume and accuse the other party of something that do not exist.

they will then say words that really hurt only to regret it at a later time.

lucky ones will get 2nd chances, unlucky ones only have themselves to blame.

they get insecure and they start creating stories in their mind.

they don't talk about it til its too much for them to handle.

when that happens, the words that come out will be words they wished they can take back.

why push the limits so far till you cant come back to the original point?

humans, again, so.... complicated.

"Keep your words soft and tender because tomorrow you may have to eat them."

was browsing thru friendster and heard a song : Angela Aki - Tegami

i do not know japanese but she attached the english translation of it. Its meaningful, so i am going to attach over here and share with you people.

a friend told me yesterday, "i believe for every bad day, there will be a good day."

and yes, i guess i should start believing in it too. =)

credits to sheron.

English Translation to Angela Aki's Tegami

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truely to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness