Thursday, May 29, 2008 0 comments
when people try so hard to emphasize that they are not a pair, they will end up together eventually.


how much do you believe in it?
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ok, thanks to izzat, i have to do this~ lol. xD


A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
very calm

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
lead a simple life

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
tats a secret

#4 Are you hungry?
yes. very much.

#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
someone who knows me as much as i know him. someone who can really make me fall in love with him everytime. someone who makes me feel important. someone who makes me feel that he is more impt than i am.
someone.. who will never let me go.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone i love.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
when it comes to love, time is not an issue is it? so doesn't matter how much time is needed to wait as long as at the end of the day, u get the one you love.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i keep the feelings in my heart.

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yes.

#10 Is being attached fun?
it can be.

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
married with 2 kids.

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
my family, my loved ones and my friends in my circle of trust.

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
he is really an interesting person. fun and very friendly. someone with deep thoughts.

#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married and poor. but no kids please. don want my kids to suffer.

#15 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
snooze the alarm. lol.

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
yes, all that i can give.

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one that i will have happiness with. the one whom i will smile when i tot of him.

#19 What are your friends usually like?
real, straight-forward, crazy and fun. lol.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
hyprocritical. those who keep changing best friends (i jus cant understand this childish part of changing best friends). and oh! those who are only there when they need u.


The eight persons that I have drag down together to do the quiz are:
err.. this is bad. i don even know who reads my blog. =.=

ok. those names who come to my mind then (who has blogs)

1] joy
2] jayce
3] pam
4] phy
5] jamieee
6] agnes (nes)
7] rach
8] trixy
Saturday, May 24, 2008 0 comments
how hard is it to find someone who knows u inside out?

someone who can sense you miles away and get your thoughts by a look?

someone who is very ordinary outside but is the soulmate to you inside?

someone who well, look into your eyes and fill you with overwhelming love?

jus that one look and you know he/she is the one.


but how sure are we?

how many times have we thought/assumed that HE/SHE IS THE ONE only to realise down the road he/she isnt?

i always wonder.. how people decide to spend the rest of their lives with the other particular person?

cos of love?

cos of habit?

cos its comfortable?

cos of responsibility?

i'd asked alot of people, those married, those attached, those single, those under 20s, above 20s, late 30s to early 40s.

the answers i gathered are:

trust
comfortable
understand each other
responsible



but no love. no one mentioned love.

has the meaning of marriage changed so drastically through out the decades that love is no longer a deciding factor?

how about the vow that said:

"To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish 'till death do us part."

where has the meaning of it gone?

is it only a script to be spoken only for the sake of it?

have we evolved so much that the most sacred part in life is lost?

the purest of feelings are no longer desired?

have we become so complicated that we cant understand the simplicity of such matters?

what are we then?

i wonder.





i wish, the day i am 80, my hubby still loves me as much as he did when he first fell in love with me.

to hold me hands and be my eyes when i cant see well while i will be his legs when he cant really walk.

i wanna be in love always. not to love but be in love. always.
Friday, May 16, 2008 0 comments
its funny how life always turn out NOT the way you thought it would.

there's alot of things that you predicted or expected to go this way only to find out its totally different from what you had originally thought.

some turn out much better than you expected and sadly, some turn out worse.

we always thought we could control our lives, we could make things happen in the way we wanted, but most of the times, it does not.

this is especially true when feelings are involved.

you thought A do not like you, it turned out A actually likes you alot.

you thought you and B would end up together only to find out that was a lie all along.


we humans are so clever, yet we cant even control our very own relationships. what an irony.

are we really clever or are we jus too full of ourselves?
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 0 comments
i miss my long hair! xD



at work with pam last fri. raffles town club! good money and food! lol


and poof! gone is my long wavy hair the very next day and comes with my short bob hair!




but i love my short hair!

new hair style, new beginning!

hope i will have more luck now! =D
Thursday, May 08, 2008 0 comments
i knw this is an extremely backdated post, considering this happened in april. xD

sorry sorry, but i was too lazy to upload the pics and talk about it.

but now i am going to fulfil my promise and blog about it.

i went to bkk with my best friend on a 10day trip. yes yes, very long but then again, holidays are meant to be long!


its supposed to be a break from the reality! lol.

on the plane. =D


the sky view from the plane. how serene. =)

so we went on budget airline and budget hotel (we are not a couple, we do not need ambience etc. haha).


our hotel. ^^

we met with Thailand's Water Festival aka Song Kran. It was crazy. the people do not only use water guns, they use pails of ice water (those that were used to keep the bottles cold) and splash on anyone who walked out of the hotel.

it didn't help that the hotel staff were doing the same. =.=

look how wet the hotel staff was!

the weather was a crazy of 40 degrees~!


yet, we felt so cold. cos the water was really icy. *shivers* we bought bikinis the day before to prepare ourselves as you know, bikinis dry faster. haha.

we too put everything in ziplock bags and our bag in a huge ziplock bag. we were all prepared, but we did not expect the extent of the water festival. =(

they were all getting ready for their target.. *shivers*

they jus kept aiming at us! from the moment we were out of the hotel, we were surrounded (yes, SURROUNDED) by all the locals with pails and pails of water. they even use powder and flour on us. x(



we were soaked to the skin within 5 mins. going to chatujak wasn't any better as they had seen us wet, they find it ok to make it worse. in the end, we didn't buy anything. we went off within half an hour.

even the taxi driver had water gun and he sprayed at ppl everytime the taxi stopped!

lousy us went back to the hotel sick. we were actually not at our best when we went over. with the hot weather and the icy water, our body gave way.

the after effects of Song Kran.

slept through out the afternoon and kept ourselves in the hotel for the next 2 days (Song Kran last for 4 days).

we had 10 days there, so 2 days in the hotel was ok. we get to relax and chit chat, indulge in hotel food and room service, going crazy and of cos, no spending of money on clothes~! lol.



yummy food in the hotel! ^^

as you see, the moment we reached, we started shopping. our hotel was opp pratunum market, thus we are basically surrounded by shopping centres. all shopping centres were within walking distance.



our pink taxi. everything was pink including the seats (which u can see in the pic). princesses we are. lol.

so we walked everyday and as we walked, we saw pretty things which were cheap. itchy hands will reach for the wallet for money. lol.

in 3hours, we bought a whole bed of clothes, for each of us. haha. girls. xD


3hours of shopping during the first day. =X

our purchases. as u can guess, the one on the right wasn't mine. xD

for the next few days, we were controlling each other not to buy anymore things. and it succeeded for me, not so much for my best friend. lol.

we walked to all shoppin centres that we know in the city centre.

we went to:

pratunum market


pratunum centre

city complex

platinum shopping mall

siam paragon


siam square

mbk



big C


central world





their food were great! at central world food court. =D


wat else did i forget?

oh!

we went to chatujak, suam lom, patpong, khao san, rca too.


khao san. Song Kran was the next day and they were already splashing water. =.=

patpong.

for 2 girls, we are really crazy! lol.

hello kitty taxi.

we went to watch midnight movie at MBK cos we were bored.

when u are at a foreign country, of cos you will choose to watch local productions rite?

so we chose a thai movie with english subtitles, with no idea what it was except its a thriller.

our movie tickets.

this was the movie we watched.


we were trying to be funny.

it turned out to be Art Of The Devil 3. =.=

I rem watching Art Of The Devil 2 with rach few years back. it was gross.

to those who do not know what this movie is about, its about black magic. dark dark black magic. with alot of gross scenes like burning a person alive, cutting off the tongue, sewing the eyes with safety pins, eruptions of the intestines with maggots all around etc.

and nope, none was censored.

it was late at night and the movie theatre had less then 20 pple, creepy.

we couldnt zzz that night. so much for being bored. =.=


oh! we went clubbing at patpong and rca! yup, just the two of us. xD


the club/pub at patpong was called Splash and they were good! their RnB music were live band! very powerful! ^^

getting ready to club. haha.

their liveband of RnB.

their drinks were cheap (which was expected) but they did not have the usuals we had.

still, it was nice if you love alcohol. they aren't as stingy as singapore clubs, their alcoholic drinks are full of alcohol!

as for RCA, we went to Route 66. it was nice too. very nice designs but the environment was much more complicated than Splash.

getting ready for RCA. haha.


we had a bottle of Red Label for ourselves and in the end, we had a total of 2 bottles of that. nope, we did not like Red Label but it was cheap! lol.

during the first hour.

after the first hour. lol.

we are really 2 crazy girls, to drink so much with no guys. =.=

but it was fun! really fun!

wat's the best way to have bonding but a trip for two? =D

the end of the trip. thats only part of what we had. lol.

i know some of you are wondering, but nope, my best friend has always been this one and no one else.

i am not the kind who changes best friend like clothes, so my best friend stays the same.

that goes to pple i trust, unless they have proven time and time again that they are not worth my friendship, they usually stay as friends to me (i think i only ended two friendships. haha)..

so my best friend is still joycelyn ng. since the day we met few years back.

of cos, we had our arguements, disappointments, cold wars and she cant stand alot of things about me, and vice versa.

we always nag about each other but at the end of the day, we love each other and we always trust each other. =)

she will always trust me no matter what other pple say and vice versa.

its actually VERY hard to find a person who will trust you no matter. i am glad i found a bunch of them. ;-)

so overall, this trip is reeally good (even if it burns a hole in the wallet).. =D

if u want more pics, u can find it on my friendster profile. xP

there will be another trip again, soon i hope. haha.

bkk is really fun, if u can stand the heat!


PS: pam, u can go again next year since i believe u wil totally enjoy the Song Kran! lol.

PPS: my dearest friend is back from taiwan! and bought things for me! lol.

its not so much of the things he bought but the fact that he is back, missed him so much! x(
 
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