i am told that I'm an extremist.. my interests and thinking vary from loud music in clubs to quite reading in the library.. from noisy like an irritant to quiet like a mouse..

i thought about what i like and think and this is the list:

• i love loud music, clubbing and dancing the night away..at the same time, i love spending my time in the library, burying myself in piles n piles of books..

• i love going out in big groups, at the same times, i hate crowds..

• i dislike silence and alone (especially during meal times), but i love solitude..

• i love wearing sexily but at the same time, i love being covered up as a very good nerdy girl..

• i am wild and open but at the same time, conservative..

• i am a feminist, i believe in equality but i am a xiao nu ren (little lady), loves my guy to take control..

• i love going drinking but i hate alcohol..

• i am very boyish on the outside and character, but i am very girlish too, if you notice..

• i am very outspoken but at the same time, i am shy when in groups of people i dono (go ahead and laugh)..

• i love dressing femininely, but at the same time, i love to cross dress, and act like a boy..

• i am bisexual (that says it all, doesn't it?)
  

• i am not afraid of gangsters and blood, but i am terrified of darkness and anything that flies (yes, including birds)..

• i am a very impulsive person, at the same time, i think too much..

hmmmm.. what else? i cant think of any at the moment..

but up till now.. it just shows my extremist personality.. lol..

i think this is why people always say i am a very special person, cos they just can't pinpoint what kind of a person i am..

haha.. which is good.. i love being mysterious.. =)

i am thinking of getting a scrambler..

but being a noob, i have no idea which is good and suitable for me.. so i went to research.. and found 2 most discussed scramblers:

Suzuki DR200 and Yamaha WR200..

Suzuki DR200


Yamaha WR200



well, i don't really know the difference.. since they are both scramblers, except DR200 seat is much lower compared to WR200 (or so they said)..

then i went to ask Dos what do they mean by motard bikes.. apparently, it means its a scrambler with road wheels instead or dirt wheels..

hmmm.. i guess that's the kind of bike i saw on the road the other day..

i actually want to get my 2A license but being a procrastinator, its not being done at this very moment.. =X

i want to register for it (actually i did register for it but then, i din go after the first lesson.. lol...) but the website is down for maintenance.. so.. technically, its not my fault!

anyway, i dono if i want to wait till i get my 2A and get a 2A bike or should i get a 2B bike for now and then wait till i get class 2 then get a class 2 bike or sth..

hmmmm..

at this very moment, i am really sick of public transport and i wish to just take cab thru and fro. however, cabs suck the most during peak hours cos there will be traffic jam and you will be paying alot more than you should but late nevertheless.. =.=

and dos said:

Dos says (8:17 PM):
eh scrambler and motards are all 2 stroke
Dos says (8:17 PM):
why dun get aprilia
Dos says (8:17 PM):
:X

he is forever asking me to get aprilla.. =.=

so.. i dono.. damn.. so hard to think about this.. any suggestions?

got this email from jayce.. amazing!

its a cake contest in Russia, everything you see is a cake with the frosting. EVERYTHING! :D

i am saving up..

i am going to melbourne in september~! :D


and people, do my nuffnang quiz, i wanna know~!

sometimes, i really find it pathetic to see some girls so blinded by love that they live in all the lies, believing them as truth instead.. just like lunatics living in their dream world..

i personally dislike people who try to jeopardize another person's relationship based on his/her own version of story, especially when he/she doesn't even know the person they are demeaning about..

so there's this girl by the name of Rigel (i am not going to be like her, wrote so much bullshit yet afraid to write the person's name, the person she is talking about).. who well, is just a pathetic girl who is being cheated by her bf, Kalvin (but she doesn't know, of cos)..

she called my best friend's bf to tell him what kind of girl my best friend (Joy) is, except she doesn't even know her..

of cos, it can't be anything good.. saying Joy had an affair with her bf (now fiance), said she hugged him when they were in a club and alot of other things.. which isn't true (since we were all there at that time with her then bf!)..

i am wondering, since she wished to say so much, why didn't she said it when my best friend was around? why did she have to ask joy's bf to call her back when joy isn't around?

what makes me laugh was the below entries she made:


click on image to view.

it is so ridiculous.. all the things she said.. not true.. and the worse was.. that bastard, Kalvin had the cheek to tell joy's bf this:

"she is a good gf, treats bfs very very nice.. but she is VERY open..so you gotta bear with it.."

and Rigel said this, which is even more laughable:

"now that i know she is with you, i feel better.."


i mean, wtf rite? who were them to comment on her?

she doesn't even know joy!

i bet his fiancee doesn't know what he said to joy in front of all of us in the club the last time we saw him..

he said that my best friend didn't want him, and therefore, he got engaged to his current gf, which is Rigel.

of cos, he will deny it now if they were to see my blog entry.. but then, we all heard it and can be witness. he didn't say it to her, but to all of us as well.. in a club where there's alot of people.

we were alr disgusted by him when he said that cos its so unfair to his gf, but now? i guess they kinda deserve each other..

i mean, SERIOUSLY! Even if Joy wan2 hug anyone, she will QC first! duh.

and so yea.. joy's bf called her and scolded her upside down and she ended up locking her blog.. yet, she went to complain in a friend's blog, saying she had to lock her blog cos of joy.. haha.. what a joke.. if she has nothing to hide, why does she need to lock it after joy's bf told her off?

after that, she blogged again, saying she will be changing the url etc.. and wrote the following:

and for the earlier things that i write, i never mention name ,

it can be anyone else, don't applies to you.

So why are you so afraid? unless you admit you are one of those people

its so funny that i cant stop laughing at it.. if she is NOT talking about joy, why would she LISTEN to joy's bf and LOCK her blog? why didn't she just DENY that she was writing about her? its like slapping at your own face, ya know?

Monday, March 02, 2009

I have decided to stop blogging here

Juz don't like some people to read

Not happy or feel uncomfortable, Jolly well don't view and read me!

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I will still continue to blog but is at my new created account

Friday, February 27, 2009

You are nobody to tell me what am i suppose to do

cause this blog is open to public,

Readers who are not happy then please don't view & read me

thanks

and you are not the blog owner i have the every rights to write what i

want, do you understand whats the meaning of blog??

and why must i listen to you, you are nobody to me

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and for the earlier things that i write, i never mention name ,

it can be anyone else, don't applies to you.

So why are you so afraid? unless you admit you are one of those people

I juz want to repeat myself again

readers who are not happy, jolly well don't read and view me thanks

thank you for you cooperations

To Miss Rigel:

if you have the guts to call another person's bf to backstab a girl you didn't know, have the guts to bitch about her in the blog, why didn't you have the guts to admit it?

is it cos you are afraid that you will get slapped for telling lies, to find out the truth that its Kalvin who is doing all the flirting stuff and maybe had other affairs too?

if thats the case, shut up and mind your own business. don't keep saying non-stop cos it only shows how ignorant you are and how stupid you are..

i always say, its okay to be stupid, don't prove it. and the problem with people like you is, you think you are so darn smart when you are not. so you keep proving to others that you are stupid. *rolleyes*

We were all there when your Kalvin were in the club (a few times).. he wanted to challenge other guys to dancing just to prove to Joy that he was darn good.. but of cos, he failed cos he really danced very ugly.

then, the last time we saw him, he told in front of the whole bunch of pple (including people you know) that Joy didn't want him, thus, he got engaged to you. I hope you finally realise you are the second choice (perhaps the last choice too)..

We have done our best to ignore you but apparently, you love challenges.. you can go ahead and bitch about my friend if that makes you happy cos we are done with it. this will be the first and last entry that we (joy and i) are going to talk about it.

cos its waste of our time to focus on you, we have better things to do. ain't gonna degrade to your level and bitch abt other girls when its you yourself who cant control your own bf/fiance.

have a great married life (i hope).