i like watching movies.. in the cinema.. it doesnt really matter if i can fully understand what was the movie going on.. or if i can hear all the words that are being said.. jus by being in there helps me escape.. the reality..

not to say that reality sucks (though it usually does).. just that it helps me to forget about the stress at work, the responsibilities, the anger, sadness, happiness of my own.. and most imptly, who i am..

for that 2 hours, i would be into another person's life.. another character.. experiencing a different life than my own..

which is good..

i am an escapist, some may say.. and i won't deny..

why do one has to always be forced to face the reality every second of the life?

there's 365 days in a year.. why do we have to be in the real life more than half the time?

as you grow older, there's less things that can satisfy you.. its a fact..

the more you know, the more you want..

jus like buying branded goods.. some say, once you start, you wont stop..

from one bag, to another, and another and on and on..

its like an addiction.. cos the more you know, the more you want..

that's life, that's human, that's us..

shrugs..



but at the same time, the more you know, the more you don't want..

ironic?

not so..

it depends on what are the knowledge you gain..

and thus, the decision you make to want or not..



the things you know affects alot on your decision later on.. you have to admit that..

which is why sometimes, people rather not know..

ignorance is bliss..

this quote doesn't come without a reason..


how many times in life did you regret knowing something?

how many times were you glad that you did?


in the end, do you prefer a life not knowing things or do you wish that you had known more?

for me, i prefer the latter..

how about you?