a new year has started.. a month of the new year has passed.. and how much has changed in your life?

is there any new resolutions that you have made for this year which you know you probably won't achieve or is there any new beginnings for this year that arised from the endings in the previous years?

i think i am kinda melachony today.. a friend is getting married.. the one who has always been skeptical about marriage.. who had ended relationships cos they were leading to marriage.. and now.. this friend is getting married and all excited about leading a new life with another person.. not to mention the first of the group..

its weird..

now that i am 28 years old.. i must admit that marriage should be next on the list.

but then again, how can you rush such things?

i have friends telling me that she is skeptical about relationships and people..

little trust in others..

and i was thinking, it's scary how much your friends' encounters can affect you..

there are people who are single and alone for the whole of their lives due to ugly encounters from their friends..

i hope i won't be like that..

i really hope so..

mum had told me not to get married too late.. please get married before 30.. but i told her, such things cant be rushed!

who knows, maybe i will only get married at 35?

i mean, i really dono..

to get married is a huge matter..

what kind of man do i want?

someone who loves me to the max? treats me like a princess?

someone romantic?

someone logical?

someone who can control me?

which is better? a romantic silly boy or a logical entertaining man?

they say follow your heart..

but is it always true?

i am not so sure..

after all the encounters and friends' experiences... i am cynical about heart.. the heart doesnt always lead you to the right path..

its good to listen to your brain at times..

how about you?