well, i shall leave the mushy stuff in private.. over here, all i have for you is this song (= :

It’s all... it’s all... it’s all...
You’re my sunshine after the rain
You’re the cure against my fear and my pain
‘Cause I’m losing my mind
When you’re not around
It’s all... it’s all...
It’s all because of you

You’re my sunshine
Oh yeah...

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then you gave me love
I can’t describe
How much I feel for you

I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
Whenever you needed love
And if only you were here
I’d tell you, yes I’d tell you
Oh yeah...

You’re my sunshine after the rain
You’re the cure against my fear and my pain
‘Cause I’m losing my mind
When you’re not around
It’s all... it’s all...
It’s all because of you

Honestly, could it be you and me
Like it was before
Neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes
At night I realize that no one else
Could ever take your place

I still can feel and it’s so unreal
When you’re touching me Kisses endlessly
It’s just a place in the sun
Where our love’s begun
I miss you... yes I miss you

You’re my sunshine after the rain
You’re the cure against my fear and my pain
‘Cause I’m losing my mind
When you’re not around
It’s all... it’s all...
It’s all because of you

If I knew how to tell you
What’s on my mind
Make you understand
Then I’d always be there
Right by your side

You’re my sunshine after the rain
You’re the cure against my fear and my pain
‘Cause I’m losing my mind
When you’re not around
It’s all... it’s all...
It’s all because of you

二十二週月快樂

我遇見你是最美麗的意外

Got this from my friend. the Facebook Song! x)

went out with boy boy on saturday to cineleisure. rarely do we have chances to go out alone. haha. anyway, bought new eyeshadow and decided to try it on. besides, saturday is doll-up day! xD




been a long time since i had put on eyeshadow, usually i go out with light makeup or no makeup at all. but nowadays, with our hectic lives (me working and exercising and car and boy boy working and studying), we rarely get to step out of the house to relax.

anyway, all was good. at least boy didnt think the make up was bad! it made my eyes look bigger! haha..


we booked tickets to The Brave One at 10plus and thus, we went to chill out a bit (we weren't shoppers, so shopping seemed out). weekend was terrible, all cafes were full. we had to walk all the way to centerpoint before we could find seats. in the end, we settled for TCC.

the manager must be unhappy with us as we only ordered one mushroom soup and 2 ice water. haha. well, we had dinner and we just wanted to slack away till its time for movie. xD

boy looked at the menu for a long time. in the end, he ordered ice water. =.=

by the way, the mushroom soup was good! the outlook was good too, though i find the plate abit too big.


we were lucky to have seats, cos after awhile, there were queues and there was this couple who insisted on waiting for a better table (you see, there was a table at the entrance, but they didn't want it). So they were eyeing us, as we only have a plate of soup. However, we had time, so we actually took our time to finish the soup and chatting away and take photos. =X




when we stood up to leave, the couple actually look relieved! hard to blame them anyway, though they were young and it was less than 10mins before they could sit. they might be very hungry. *shrugs*

anyway, The Brave One was a good movie. I do not know why 8Days gave it only 2 stars out of 5, but for me, i feel that its better than Resident Evil in some ways. its not a very long story but it tells alot. i would have given at least 3 stars - 3.5 stars.


after movie, we bought some fries and drove about aimlessly. i like such feeling, jus to drive around aimlessly and see where the road will take me, esp in the middle of the night where all is quiet and peaceful, with a sense of mystery. the best time to jus sit back and relax. =)


what a great way to end the night.

sunday was family day. went out with mum to suntec. it has changed alot! maybe i am slow, but i haven't been there for ages. there are alot of new shops and they have expanded the space. nice work.

but then, suntec is still boring, to me. it has nothing much except eat and carrefour. and so, we went to carrefour. original plan was to look for pouch for mum and do some grocery shopping. we ended up getting none of those, we got stuck at the halloween section.

they had tons of costumes, wings, fangs, bloods, hats and masks. i saw one mask and couldn't resist wearing it. it was darn funny! it wasnt really scary but it looked.. i dono, funny? lol.


i wonder if this mask can scare anyone. haha. pam was asking me to go for the halloween party this month but i am not confirmed. i am not sure if i wanna spend money on a costume for a night's fun. but then again, i wouldn't get another chance to do so anymore rite?

well, let's see how things go. =)

new song from F.I.R & Shin. =)

when was the last time you look at stars?

last week? last month? last year? last decade?

they say each star represents an individual, do you believe that?

i do.


i looked up in the sky tonight, looking for my star but had seen none.

don get me wrong, there WERE stars tonight, but none that was mine.

and who am i to determine which star represent me?

i have no idea.

but i guess you will know when you see one that represents you. just as you will know when you meet the destined one in your life.


i used to see that star, my star; when i was in Melbourne.

every night, when i couldn't zzz, when i felt lonely, i looked up in the sky and there it was, my star shining with the others, reminding me that though i was miles away from my home, i was under the same sky as my loved ones.

sometimes, i saw more stars surrounding mine, sometimes, none.

when i came back to Singapore, the star was there still.

but tonight, i don see it.


was the sky too bright?

had the earth turned to the other side of the universe and hid my star?

or.. had my star fade away?

in scientific theory, it would mean the star had exploded, used up all the energy and thus, no longer a star.

but then, we don't want the hard sci-fi theory do we?

don't we have enough of science destroying the many beliefs we used to have?

our ancestors used to have?

why can't we give ourselves a little fantasyy?

having hopes that well, one of the stars represent us and maybe the one that is shining brightly beside ours is the one who will accompany us for the rest of our lives?

it doesn't hurt, does it?


so.. where was my star tonight?

was it lost? as lost as i was? and therefore, it couldn't find me and i couldn't see it?

when will i find my star again?

will it appear once more? or will it fade away forever?


i tried looking for it, but sadly, it never show up.

my star might be missing tonight, but when i looked up in the sky, i felt peace, though lost. i felt solitude, though not alone.

conflicting feelings. that's so human.


and what did you feel when you look up in the sky, upon the stars..?

a song to share. =)

知己
张惠妹

还好变成了知已 起码随时看到你
哭泣或欢天喜地 可以陪你

让这个故事继续 结局我们都如此好奇
肯定可以一起有惊喜 魔力或奇迹
让它随意上映

可惜不能靠得太近 但仍心存感激
好散好聚我们都庆幸 一时很难去解释
这样微妙的距离 也许我们都很满意

感情是我们一向来 很尊重的事情
现在就紧紧的 维系彼此关系
长大了也许对于某种 感动的东西
一点点都珍惜

还好变成了知已 起码随时看到你
哭泣或欢天喜地 可以陪你

是没有差到哪里 相处的还算和气
就差那一句 我爱你

可惜不能靠得太近 但仍心存感激
好散好聚我们都庆幸 一时很难去解释
这样微妙的距离 也许我们都很满意

感情是我们一向来 很尊重的事情
现在就紧紧的 维系彼此关系
长大了也许对于某种 感动的东西
一点都珍惜

都得来不易 比如像你

heard from class 95FM this morning. there is a study indicating that couples tend to copy each other.

if a person were to take a flu shot, its more likely that his/her spouse will follow suit instead of listening to the doctor.

same applies to habits and actions.

that explains why a couple tend to look more n more alike when they are together for a long time.

well, at least it explains alot for my case since people always say wh n i look alike with similar actions and response! xD


i wonder who is copying who...


anyway, the DJs also mention that females tend to zzz better alone while males tend to sleep better with a partner.

well, part of the reason may be cos females are naturally more sensitive to sounds within the bedroom. they get alert easily due to their natural instinct to protect their young.

as for males, their hearing are somehow more tuned to disturbances outside the room where in the past, howls of wolves or rustling of leaves could signify danger to his brood.

that explains why females get awakened easily by snoring or moving around of the room (even tiptoeing) while males will wake up to the sound of rainfall. =)

anyway, went to watch Resident Evil: Extinction last weekend.


not much climax but you couldn't relax through out the whole movie, not with all the undead around and unable to predict who will die next (except Milla Jovovich of cos).

it helps refresh a bit of your memory by having flashes of scenes from the previous movies.

well, as usual, there will be resident evil 4 i reckon.

worth to watch if u like the undead. ;)

my love collection:




Adding on items:




etc


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etc


etc

and more to come! lol ^^

"As the ocean is never full of water, so is the heart never full of love."

how true is that? can we ever love a person fully? or the only person we can fully love is ourselves?

Was watching National Geographic yesterday with boy boy. It was talking about how safety of automobiles came about.

I realised 3-point seat belts we are having in all our cars now were invented by a Volvo engineer, the late Nils Bohlin, about 50 years ago.

Volvo was the first to put such seat belts as standards for all their cars in the 1950s when people were not concerned about safety (about 30 years before wearing seat belts were compulsory).

During those days, there were much more car accidents on the streets every day than we see every year now. The accidents were terrible.

One of the accidents was having the car smashed into a slow-moving truck at night (remember, during those times, alot of roads did not have lights) and the roof were sliced off together with the top of the skulls of all 3 passengers.

(you can see some of the pics of accidents here: http://moes-garage.spaces.live.com/photos/cns!4FC3316B3CBDCA99!334/)

Yet, people refused to focus more on the safety structures of the cars. They refused to put on seat belts because they found them UGLY!! can you imagine that?? beauty was more impt than their safety!

Scientists first used themselves as guinea pigs to test how much force was needed before different levels of bruises formed, what angle will cause death etc etc.

Then they started to use corpses (yes, corpses but donated corpses. they didn't steal them) as dummies so that they could carry out more drastic experiments.

However, most corpses were old people and bones were brittle; they never "survive" more than 2 "car accidents".

later on, they started to design dummies that imitate real humans.

each dummy cost about 100 thousand in present day.

they came up with air bags at the front, then at the side, to curtains and all around the car.

they have ABS system, infra-red to prevent you from going off lane, detect if you are dozing off, view a long distance in light-deprived roads etc etc.



they keep improving the safety of cars and saved alot of lives. however, with more safety features, people drive even more recklessly.

and so they say:

there are limits to safety technology, but no limits to human stupidity.

If drivers want to throw their lives away, even the best safety feature cant prevent it.

maybe minimise the effect, but still..............

if this goes on, one day, we may not be drivers anymore..

it will be controlled by computers/robots.

Had a phonecall from Jayce while at work on sat and went to meet her at Far East Shopping Center for her manicure.

While waiting for her to arrive, I went to Old Chang Kee and I saw it. I couldn't resist buying it. Its sooooo huge!!!!

Its the... fish ball:



its really huge! its no camera trick (like wh had assumed when he saw the pic)! Go check it out at any Old Chang Kee stall, you will find that I'm not lying.

serious.

Do you remember the Subaru Impreza WRX challenge that is launched every year?

This year, they splitted to 2: guys and girls.

So there are two cars for grab.

excited? Not so.

Coz if you listen carefully over the radio, you will realise that this time, it is still Subaru Impreza, BUT (a big but there), its an Impreza 1.5R, not WRX.

Well, some of you may not mind, but to me, I am like, "WTF???"

It used to be Subaru Impreza WRX Challenge, then Subaru WRX Challenge this year, its Subaru Impreza Challenge (where's the WRX dude?)..

Of cos, people will start saying, "at least its a car~!"

yea yea, it is a CAR, but its not the SAME type of car!

And yes, two Impreza 1.5R cost more than 1 WRX, but then, you are not going to get TWO Imprezas, are you?

So? its still a loss!!

Do you know the difference of a car with the 3 alphabets and without?

It's the difference between winning $5 and $5,000,000 at Toto.

The difference between a stray mongrel and a purebred with award-winning pedigree.

Between living in a house fronting a beach in Sentosa and a beach in the Maldives.


The devil is in the details. enough said.

You Are 76% Brutally Honest

Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear. Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful.

How Brutally Honest Are You?

now that explains why people hates me. cos they can never bear to hear the truth. they love self-denying. *shrugs*

that's why i always say,
"if you don wanna hear the truth, don't ask."

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sometimes, when you don't ask questions,
it's not because you're afraid that someone will lie into your face.
it's because you're afraid they will tell you the truth.
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after so many years, i have finally done something new to my hair.

nope, not cutting short (i had done that 3years back), not bleaching my hair either (did that too).

it was something i thought of doing but never had the courage to.

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permed my hair! xD

i had wanted to do hair extensions, but wini (the hair stylist) said its very hard to maintain and since i am such a lazy person, i decided not to (at the moment).

she suggested perming it and promised it will look good. well.. i believe her. wh agreed too.

so after abt 4 hours there (i dyed and highlighted my hair too), here's the result:


with my newly bought cd soundtrack of Jay Chou's movie, Secret! love it love it love it! i mean the cd.

a clearer view of my new hairstyle!

din get to take pic of the back, but then, the whole hair is curled, so not much difference.. haha..

well, i must admit i am not used to this new look of mine. a bit.. too feminine for me.

but wh likes it, so are most people who had seen me.

i think its gonna take some time before i can accept my new look.

no more straight hair for me!


anyway, wh had changed his hairstyle too. no more nerdy wh, but a funky one! xD

he had dyed and highlighted his hair, and cut it short with bits of spikes. nice. i like it. =D

front view

side view

back view

this is a hairstyle season, alot of people have changed their hairstyle in one way or another. at least half of the people i have met this week had their hairstyle changed. xD

oh yea.. a pic of gary who tried to be super saiyan in Dragon Ball:

super saiyan

version 1

version 2

so.. do they look alike? you judge! x)

*click to enlarge pics

xxx sent 20/09/2007 12:56 AM:
was looking through my friendster testi..i must apologise to u.. realli verli long nv tok to u.. but realli nv forget u as a friend..
xxx sent 20/09/2007 12:57 AM:
i promise to find time to chit chat wif u again k... take care my friend


well.. take care too, my friend. =)

i like tom's hp. got more frames for pics! but then, the camera quality not as good as mine coz it doesn't have flash! x)

in tom's car.

darn artistic!

Nokia is losing. More and more people are changing to Sony Ericsson.

Out of my close friends, seems like no one use Nokia anymore (unless Anson hasn't change his hp).

90% of them are using Sony Ericsson, and 10% of them are using Samsung. One is using LG though. haha.

Nokia, u lost. Sony Ericsson is the new brand for hp!

Happy Birthday to my dearest dearest friend, Rachel~ =)

I love you~!


Hope you like what you see in the box:

your forever loving ladybird card. =)


the beautiful drawing. (exclusive alright?!) xD


ladybird + clover. 4-leaf clover for happiness. =)

a cup warmer for u, since u wont step out of your room!

lastly, for you to put all your ahem, personal stuff. x)

Once again, happy 24th birthday my beloved friend.

From your friends =) :

i realised i have to explain myself again and again. i din know my blog is so popular that pple are actually speculating my entries.

my dear readers, don assume. don try to pinpoint which of my entry is for who or for what matter, coz for all you know, its 100% wrong everytime.

my entries are random. my thoughts are random. which explains why they are always messy. never a pattern to follow through. i blog what i though about at the moment. i am a person with alot of questions. i never stop asking.

if i wanna say someone or some matter, i will say it out loud appointed clearly to the recipient and not beat around the bush like a kid.

if there are matters i wanna address, i will do so clearly.

the person will know i am talking to him/her if my entry is for that person coz i will tell the person so.

thus, don assume that everytime i type an entry, it must be of some cause.

i really don understand why. my life don evolve around other people's, it evolves around mine.

take my entry of religion for e.g. i have pple coming to ask if i was talking about them.

then my entry of difference between love and being in love.

and lastly, about my whole chunk of chinese entry.

all these, i have pple asking if i am talking about them. i replied no and ask them this qns instead: "why do you think i am talking about you? are you having a guilty conscience then?"

only then will they shut up and not ask again.

why are pple so sensitive? and why would i wanna waste time talking about other people rather than my own? isnt a blog supposed to be about yourself?

oh ya, if they don ask about if they themselves are the topic of my entries, they will ask if the entry reflect on my own relationship. *faints*

my relationship is going on fine. very fine indeed. before you doubt, i don need to lie about it. people have eyes. if my relationship has problems, people will see it without me blogging about it.

and if there are problems, we sort it out privately.

blogging it wont help things, but worsen it instead. so we dont do that.

so peeps, don read too much into my entries anymore alright? they are what you see. =)

PS: being a happy person doesnt mean that person doesnt have the right to write about unhappy thoughts jus as being an unhappy person doesnt mean that person cant have happy thoughts!

"Falling in love doesn't mean you are suddenly stupid. You just act that way."

I had this phrase framed and given to me err.. years ago i think.

Found it today and realised its very true.

At least it has been proven to me recently. sigh.

You can overlook everything when u love a person..

and it always happen to girls. why are we girls so stupid? are we born with a softer heart than the guys?

(no offence to guys. just well, i was proved by a girlfriend for this phrase.. so...)

well, i guess if it makes you happy, it can't be that bad..

but then, i saw this phrase today too:

"True friends don't stand in your way, unless you happen to be going down."

These 2 phrases are "enemies". At least to me.

darn. I am being so random these past few days. So doubtful about relationships. All because of.. *sigh*

I should really learn to not be affected by you.

Despite that, I still love you. I guess I cant stop loving you.

I hope you understand my previous entries and one day... you will learn.

though I hate him, I have to agree that at the end of the day, you being happy is most impt.

so.. be happy.

and no, i am not talking about my boyfriend. i am talking about my girlfriend. and no, i am not going to reveal who she is. so stop speculating. =.=

By the way, Happy 23rd Birthday Tom. Love ya! =)

不能说的秘密
词:方文山 曲:周杰伦





冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡著秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想像你在身边 才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎麼捡

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡著秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想像你在身边 才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎麼捡